Nae too bad a night, and today was ok too. That's the last bag gone down, just IV fluid til morning and a spinal chemo tomorrow. My brain is working overtime and a long discussion about the next stage is needed with my long suffering consultant next week. Need to convince myself whether extra treatment would or would not help. What a weird space to be in, wanting to volunteer for extra juice, but that's how i feel right now!
Hoping to a home pass tomorrow night before white cells vanish. That would be good.
Was well fed up today to play with plastic weights and actually find them heavy due to the muscle loss from the last session fiasco, so yes i am a bit down but only as i know it just means so much more work in rehab that I just didn't seem necessary. But but but there's good and bad around each corner, and i know i can put that right, just maybe no forward loops in July after all.
Cooked breakfast ordered for the morning - that always proves an amusement for the ward staff and me, so will see what the kitchen delivers!
Houdoe! Tot Ziens!
Martin
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